I SAW...

my kids. I really loved to spend time with them. Now i need to wait for 3 weeks to see them again :(... Love you my babies.

I am searching for some inspiration for my new studio. I know i want to make it lime-green with white and a little red. And then it's time to decorate it and to start scrapbooking again.
I can't wait to work on it. I hope you missed my work LOL...

I can't take any pictures of the layouts I made. My camera is not doing his job LOL


for all the dutchies: CHECK OUT corinne's blog for a scrapalicious weekend.
http://corinne-delis.typepad.com/
there are very inspiring teachers. So go and check it out...

Now I'm going to rest for a while...I hope i can take pictures of my dog and layouts...

till soon...

I MISS...

MY BABIES...

i haven't seen them in 3 weeks.
it feels like 3 years.
I cry for them.
I smile for them.
I fight for them.

back from the clinic.
Home.
A new dog Oscar
Hurt

thursday will be a big day
the day that i will see my precious babies
I miss them soooo much
i can't wait to hug and kiss them again

I hope that no one have to miss their children like the way i miss them.

love you my babies...

Clinic

i'm in a clinic now for 6 months.
my adress is

Iriszorg
tav. dd kliniek, emine pala
afdeling zonnelust
postbus 351
6800 AJ Arnhem

\i would love to receive something from you.
i am working really hard.

sorry need to go

love you all

Emine

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Happy happy happy newyear my friends. I hope this year will bring you all HEALTH and HAPPINESS.... See you next year with new layouts and new possibilities. I got the flu damned LOL. still need to take picture of corinnes layouts and present ;)

Happy new year....

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIENDS... I JUST GOT BACK FROM MY CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY. IT WAS A LOT OF FUN..

HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A FANTASTIC CHRISTMAS

LOVE YOU AND I WILL UPLOAD SOME CHRISTMAS LAYOUTS THAT I DID FOR CORINNE DELIS...

BIG KISS TO YOU ALL

BEAUTY DAY AND A TOOT

this past week the weather over here is excellent. So today i'm going to take care of myself.
Put on my new bikini and lay down under the sun while my little sweet gorgeous alara is enjoying herself in here little private pool...
And tonight I'm planning to visit a friend.
i have an appointment with my shrink tomorrow morning. We are going to finally start with the therapy PHEW. Gosh, those people are really making me crazy. 4 years of my life i've waited for this moment. that i would get some help. and now FINAlly i'm getting it (I HOPE IT WILL HELP)

And I got an email from Jana Holstein from the magazine Somerset Memories. Such a sweet woman. she's asking how I'm doing. HOW SWEET.
and they want to publish another layout in their awesome magazine. i need to put together a step by step instruction. YAY..

I need to start scrapping soon. Because a dutch company wants me to work for them.. and ofcourse i have my magazine work.

Scrapping helped me to get through rough times. and now I have to use it again. thank you all my sweet friends all over the world for your encouraging words.

LOVE YOU ALL...

Will take some pics today to post here...

Need to go now. the sun is WAITING ;)

HERE I AM....

First I would like you to know that ALARA is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... Gosh, How did I miss my little precious girl. today we are going to swim and bbq.... Now there is only 1 heartache... my other baby dilara... but i know i will have her back next month. So I can be a mommy again to my 2 angels...

There happened a lot in my life the last few months. Someone really BROKE my heart deep.... REALLY DEEP... It's still hurting... yes, it's not easy to forget... but I will eventually.
No Pain for someone who doesn't deserve it... NEVER AGAIN...

I have a lot of empty boxes here right now... alara and I will pack our house up and move to a place where no body can find us...

I signed out from hyves.nl... because of the memories there... I'm not looking back there again... for good. now it's time to move forward... to a fresh new life with the experiences i learned this past few months.

Maybe i will have a new career... Some people asked me to teach dancing classes... SHAKE THAT ASS GIRL bwahahahaha....

love you all so much girls... and when I'm moved i will start working on my scrapbook career too... i want to have my scrapbooking back... and this time i will be using a lot of PAINT... in all the extreme ways... believe me...
investment returns
but after all of this, i gained a few good friends and i learned AGAIN how MUCH I LOVE MY KIDS... they're my WORLD... NO BODY, YES, NO BODY CAN TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME... EVEN YOU (he knows what I'm talking about, but i dont' think he's reading this blog)

look at the BOTTOM OF THIS BLOG... you will see a male TURKISH DELIGHT...
My favorite turkish singer TARKAN..

i will keep you updated

love and peace to you all