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March 01, 2022

SCRAPHAPPY / LOAD222 / "OUR BITTERSWEET REUNION"/ LAYOUT PROCESS

FEATURED DESIGNER LOAD222 Day#28:

  Congrats, you are all winners in my book. And I am very proud of you all LOAD'STERS 💖💖💖... See my process Below....  

And Finish Strong.... You got this...

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Let's Dive In The Prompts For TODAY:

The Theme:              Friends Reunion.

Story Prompt:          In the Friends Reunion we learn what each character has been up to since the last episode. Time warp... create a now and then page about yourself now and you from the past!    Even   better if you include friends from now and then.

Technique Prompt:   Use a split layout design.

My Layout:

-LOAD222 Day #28_Featured Layout by Emine Pala_Pazan-
--OUR BITTERSWEET REUNIONS--

This layout I created for this LAST day, is a really hard story to tell. Yet I intentionally choose to tell one of the hardest stories of my life, in a way that it doesn't appear that way. Healing me in the process. The story of MY many many BITTERSWEET REUNIONS with my Dear Daughters, I had to gave up for their safety. Our reality THEN & unfortunately Still our reality NOW... 

With 1 Major difference though, WE ARE SAFE. And our bond is stronger then ever. 

In short; 
The bright colors, A lot of Splitting (the technique + the story prompt translated into the colors and THE MOST PRECIOUS MOMENT captured in these photographs, elements, techniques, words) makes up the my whole storytelling. 
The fun elements makes it fit the theme perfectly. To me at least, because it is my story to tell and I choose how and in what way I want to tell it. With a lot of Gratitude in the end. 

Sidenote: 
I want to be honest though, it took me quite some time to finish this 12x12 page (I got also Covid for the 2nd time UGH). That wasn't the only problem. I found myself going through the stages of Grief that surfaced while I was working on this layout. 
Memorykeeping is truly a healing journey. I am proud with the end result. A tribute for the love as a Mother for my Children. Very Grateful. Thank you so much @Alice for giving me the prompt I needed so much in my life, that I even didn't know I needed. 


I also try to cut everything as much as I can by hand... Designed my own circle templates, no punches required here LOL. I did use a Masking Stencil, Stickers, Chipboard Gears, Metallic Relief Paste (Will link the supplies down below this post). 

What really stood out to me, was the word "Reunion" + all the other ORANGE marked words. (The Bitter Part) and the Friends Tv Show, the bond they have (The Sweet Part).... Yet the other word friends is in a soft pink/red-ish color. (you will see the colors in the design itself) Why? I knew what story I wanted to tell. But not a story about friendship. Much deeper then that. 



The questions was HOW could I tell this story, without really telling it? Without it being too Heavy? I decided to let the pictures and a couple of words tell the story for me. 


I was also inspired by the GEARS (from the song-lyrics) to create this nice effect of a split design. Life is not a straight line right? why would my design be a straight split LOL. 

-I layered the chipboard Embossed Clock onto the chipboard- 
Gears, with a tiny black brad in the middle... 

This is kind of how my brain works, when I get a prompt. 

That's why I am really bad at the fast-paced challenges, due to the fact that I am analyzing every part of it. (I need to work on it, I know) Play with different shapes and sizes before I find the perfect way that supports the way I want to tell my story. 

But I can participate with mixed-media or JunkJournalling/Art-journalling, right ? LOL.... 

It's almost midnight here in the Netherlands right now. So I will set the time for this blogpost to air on the correct date and time. But I do need to include a supply list.... (even created a video I need to edit)... 

I WISH YOU ALL GOOD LUCK... 

If you have any question, feel free to ask in the comment section or email me directly 
organizedandmessy@gmail.com 

For Collabs or Business Inquiries email me at: 
eminepazan@live.com

Would love to here from you,

Emine Pala-Pazan

January 25, 2021

TB SUNDAY: SCRAPBOOK INSPIRATIONS

I've been published in this issue of Scrapbook Inspirations with my AMAZING Blog LOL.  

And guys, I was asked by this amazing Magazine itself through email, if It's okay that they feature my blog in their magazine. Not online, but IN PRINT.  

"Uhmmm, ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?????" This is AWESOME. 
YES, OFCOURSE!
No need to ask, really, don't bother. This is a HUGE HONOR already and stop, you are making me blush".... 


It was kind of like that in my head. I felt someone truly saw me. 
Me being my own silly, Innocent, the daydreaming, lonely girl I was and still am even though I am much older now. 38 years old to be precise ;)

The headline, once published, said:

New discovery of the month: The colourful and creative world of Emine Pazan. etc. You need to buy the magazine to read more :)

Lately I'm thinking of buy myself some new clothes. i bought a new jacket and shoes and a big bag. now I need to buy some warm clothes for the winter. + I'm working on my new adventures.

hugs and kisses.
Emine

May 10, 2007

A LOT MORE TO SHARE...

The last few months were so amazing. I can't believe it. I had the time of my life ;)


First of all I want to share this NEW MANUFACTURER BLITZ... They had a give-away on their blog on NSD. Guess who won LOL... Follow this link and watch the video IT"S HILARIOUS : GLITZ DESIGN...

So yesterday I received this AWESOME email of Laura (I think she is the owner ;)

Hi Emine!

Congratulations! We are so excited to send you one of our signature lines.....Hot Mama! Along with the paper we will also be sending coordinating journaling cards and Glitz Netz!!

We would love to post whatever you create with our line!

We looked at your blog......You are amazing! Your creativity is wonderful!
It makes us very excited to see what you do with "Hot Mama"!
You are going to love our stuff!

We will be sending your package within a week!

Thanks for playing on our Glitz blog...please come back and visit and chat with us often.....and share us with all your friends!!!

We'll talk soon;)

Laura

How freaking cool is that?? I feel so proud to receive such an AMAZING feedback about my work.. Thanks a million Laura... I will follow your blog for sure...
And the good news is: there will be a lot more give-aways ;)

SECOND: I'M GOING TO GET PUBLISHED IN AN UK MAGAZINE.. YAY my first paper magazine toot... They will contact me when my layouts is getting published... So I don't know yet WHEN ;)

And here is my first layout for webscrapping.com... I love love love this Fancy pants paper...


BTW: don't forget about the GIVE-AWAY... I'm going to pick the winner TOMORROW...
YOu will be in the drawing if you post on that topic ONLY .... You can sign up HERE



May 01, 2007

3 X SCRAPSTREET EZINE + BECKY FLECK



Yes sweeties, i've been pubbed for the first time...



So here it is...


1------> cover finalist

layout lucky to be your mom (sorry, I can't post it here till june 1st)




2------> altered item










3---------> Discoverry drive... I told you that i got discovered LOL


http://www.scrapstreet.com/magy2/may0707/fixtures/disc.htm






And here is my entry for becky fleck ;)


You can see the other amazing entries HERE

Have a great day sweeties ;)