I miss my babies...
I dont know what to say, i just want my babies.... :(

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Head on over to http://eminepazan.blogspot.com/ This workshop is NOW FOR FREE....
A Gift from me to you!!!! Everybody who already paid will get it back at the beginning of next month.... (this doens't include the kit)

I HÁVE A NEW TWITTER AND A SNEAK...

Studio Delights is doing well. Hard work but it will work out. The idea and girlpower is there. So will tell more about it later.
Thanks Brigitta for giving me the MY FRIEND award. It means a lot to me... thanks honey. Love you!!! Now I need to give it to 5 other friends:

1. My dear friend Malou....

2. My other dear friend Miranda...

3. One of the sweetest persons I met becuase of this amazing hobby Shimelle Lain.

4. the first people who responds to this post :)

5. The second person who responds to this post.

A sneaky Peaky of my online workshop. My daughter Alara LOVED IT... So I want to create another one for Kaylee (my 3d girlie)... I know she will LOVE IT TOO....

I'm truly really busy at the time. I think I'm going to work all night again LOL.

But I love what i do. That's the important thing right?

Wish you all a good night. sleep well...

Johnny is saying hi to y'all...

ONLINE WORKSHOP

Jaaaaa ik heb de stoute schoenen aangetrokken en ben begonnen met mijn allereerste online workshop.
De mini-album zelf heb ik geheel zelf ontworpen...
Voor het eerst in Nederland komen de workshops ook met kits. dus je krijgt er een heleboel spullen bij. ;)

wil je meer informatie kijk dan even hier... heb jullie steun hard nodig.
http://eminepazan.blogspot.com/

Yeah, I'm starting to teach online workshops. Shimelle lain helped me through it. Thanks shimelle I appreciate it so much what you did for me. This online workshop will come with a kit... you can read all about it here: http://eminepazan.blogspot.com/

I need your support girls.

The first subscribers are already coming in... YEAH...
this project is sooooo fun... come and join me...

SPREAD THE WORD FRIENDS...

big hug
Emine

SHARING SOME STUFF

Just finished a layout and mini-album. I used maya road album and SEI papers throughout the book. It contains my 8 habits. 8 good and bad habits. We all have them, why not scrapbook them.

I just went over at twopeas and I'm in the top 10 of most viewed and voted layouts. WOW. I created the most viewed mini-album LOL.

It's an honor eventhough it's not a contest. Everybody likes it when their work is appreciated. I love to get inspired by others work and love to inspire others with mine. Nothing wrong about that right?

I painted again. Yeah this layout was so much fun to create... It looks much better in real life. I created this for a "why do you scrapbook' challenge over at scrapinstyletv.com. Love te way it turned out.


THANKS FOR VISITING MY BLOG. Would appreciate it so much if you left me some comment.

big hug to you all

Emine

A SNEAK PEAK AND...

I have some sculptures to share with you.

These are all handmade by myself.
An excellent art for your home, office and not to forget YOUR STUDIO. It's also a fantastic gift for your friends and family.
Now I'm taking pre-orders. Every item will be made by myself. the process takes 6 weeks.

I can also design sculptures with your own innitials, your own idea etc.
So If you are interested. You can email me at eminepazan@live.com

I use these fabulous stones and build up from there. This Man above is reading a book, so Excellent to use it to for in your bookshelf...

These 3 man are really chique. I have them on a table in the hallway. Everytime someone comes to visit me they ask me to create one for their home. So there comes the idea to create them for sale.

This is my first and favorite sculpture. It holds my initial, so an excellent piece for your studio and to give away.
A mother with a baby. I think it turned out pretty good. Another piece that you can give it on a baby shower of after the birth. Or you can keep it yourself ;)

These were a few ideas. I can create any kind of sculpture you wish.

It costs only 75 euro's.

So if you are interested Mail me at : eminepazan@live.com

Here it is. sneak peak of an online workshop I will be teaching in a short period.

I need to go back creating a sculpture for a client.

thanks for reading.

FINALLY CREATED SOMETHING...

STILL WORKING...

Look at her. Isn't she the cutest???

Her Name is Kaylee... She's my Boyfriend's daughter. 2 days younger then Dilara. She is SO CUTE and SO SMART. I'm happy to have her in my life. I miss her very much...

It's 4:35 am and I'm still up and working. I bet Johnny will be mad LOL...

It's just that I have so many ideas floating through my head that I can' t sleep. Working makes me happy. Creating makes me happy. Dreaming (while awake LOL) makes me happy.

So I miss a few hours of sleep. WHO CARES? not me heehee

Well, there are a lot of secret projects going on in this Studio.

Need to tidy it up though. I need to send pictures to aby and I really don't want her to see it looking like this LOL.

Btw: If i promised any of you something, anything PLEASE REMIND ME. I know that there are a few things but i can't remember what it is....

If you don't want to type it here,, please email me at organizedandmessy@gmail.com

I need to go now, I'll try to take pictures tomorrow to post here. I've done a few layouts ;)

big hug to you all

EXCITED

Something is happening right here.. Shhhh don't tell anyone.... LOL
In august my studio will start getting organized thanks to the FABULOUS aby garvey ;)

And I want to ask you all

WHO'S YOUR FAVOURITE SCRAPBOOKER??????

:)

WORKING...

I'm working...
Really hard....
And it will pay off soon...
I'm so EXCITED....
This new opportunity will make me the happiest person on earth ;)
YEAY...
I'm searching for a dutch scrapper who has a lot of time...
email me at eminepazan@live.com

LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLL

I LOVE YOU...

With all my heart ÁSKIM

LOVE...

If you really love someone..
Don't run away...
say it...
Scream it...
Make sure HE/SHE hears it...
Don't let go if you truly love someone...
Fight for your love...
Fight for your happiness...
Fight for it...
If you want to be with your lover...
Love him/her the right way...
Never hurt him/her...
Never cheat on him/her...
Never break his/her heart...
Live together...
Breathe together...
And die together...
That's true love in my EYES...

THE POWER IN...

YOU...
You can only discover how STRONG you are when you are alone...
ALL BY YOURSELF...
You will think of everything you GAINED...
And everything you LOST...
Overthink your LIFE...
Survive...
ALL BY YOURSELF...
What makes you HAPPY...
What makes you SAD...
Who BROKE YOUR HEART...
Forget about HIM...
Think of the people who really deserves to be REMEMBERED...
Like your FAMILY...
Your KIDS...
I would give ANYTHING in this world...
ANYTHING...
To just HEAR THEIR VOICES...
To just TOUCH THEIR LITTLE HANDS...
My kids, my BEAUTIFUL KIDS...
My heart is BROKEN...
There will be 1 day, a DAY...
Where we will be TOGETHER...
FOR EVER...
And I will HATE you for the rest of MY LIFE...
YOU KNOW who YOU are...
I am STRONG...
POWERFULL...
FILLED WITH JOY...
FOR MY KIDS...
My little BABIES...
Wait for ME...
MOMMY is BACK...
MOMMY WILL NEVER LEAVE AGAIN..
NEVER...
NEVER...
NEVER...

PICTURES AND EUROVISION TURKEY MUSIC

You wanna know with what song we will enter the euro songfestival????? Scroll down and SHAKE THAT ASS GIRLS LOL I know I will bwahahahaha

Here are 2 pictures I just got from my sister,. I look horrible... I was in the clinic at that moment ( A REALLY HARD TIME IT WAS)

I live by myself now for 2,5 weeks now... and finally I can tell that I'm happy about it. I am decorating my home just the way I want it. I can it and do everything I want to do... (most of the time doing my homework at home)....

Next weekend I will go to Utrecht. There is a wedding. So I want to dress up and GO with my sister and her hubby. I need to focus on good things. When I feel good, that will increase the chance to get my children (READ: LOVE OF MY LIFES) back...

LOVE YOU ALLL

and I will show you some pictures if I can get a camera :(

JUST A YEAR AGO...

I went to easter swimming with my kids.
Now i can't.
I'm fighting for you my babies.
Mommy loves you very much...
More then anything in this world.
Next year we will go together again.

:(

LIFE CAN BE SOOOO HARD

But I'm harder.... LOL

When you are all by yourself and you need to face the world alone. That's the time when you meet your inner power. Yeah, I have that power too (Strange HUH LOL).
I'm trying to built a life for myself and my kids. It's hard but fun. every time I accomplish something, I feel so much strength and happiness.
I don't want any man in my life right now. First I need to build my own, get better So that I'm all independent.

I will survive!!!
But he won't (that Fucking @#$%$$@#$@#)

I made another layout. but my camera is broken... I NEED ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO SELL THEIR OWN DIGITAL CAMERA PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

Ow, and the spring has finally come... Yeah. I love the sun. Need to go on vacation this year. all by myself and with some luck I can bring my kids with me.

I need your prayers my friends.

Love you LOTS

TOOOTTTTT

hi friends

another layout has been selected for publication in Somerset Memories. I'm sooooo happy about that. I finished a page today. it turned out just the way I want.
but there is 1 problem: my camera is broken :( I need one immediately....

what are you girls up too...

I feel good tadadadadada....

yeah

love you all

FOR CORINNE...

First of all SORRY FOR THE BAD BAD PICTURES... my camera is doing weird. it felt on the floor. now I have that weird stripes on my pictures. I need to find someone to fix it for me.

Corinne I hope you like them. they look way better in real life.

I'm going to the scrap-a-licious weekend on saturday 21 march. thanks to corinne. She is the most talented and sweetest person I know.

go check out her blog and sign up for the that weekend. it's gonna be really fun.. you can see her blog on the right side of this blog.

love you corinne